hello.happy chinese new year.
yeah i dun sound excited cause im not.
its a boreee.all i do is gamble and only gamble.
and the most sian thing is that i lost all my ringgit ang pow money.
rm115 gone!

this ah pek lah!won 1000 plus then siam!i got no chance to get back my money at all.

firecrackers and fireworks.
not so pretty anymore.
damn noisy can.
why waste money on such stuff.

and yay!we manage to rush back in time and reach baby's house early to bai nian and send him off.
(:
and im seeing him in abt 6h time!woohoo

baaa.i got food poisoning on wed!
woke up in the middle of the night feeling freaking giddy like im abt to faint anytime.
then i fucking hell started vomitting.darn gross.
all my last night's dinner!
its some seafood restaurant at ecp.
sian shan go back there again!
must be that cereal prawn.
had injection and medicine and slept on the floor the whole day.

thurs.
all my aunts decided to come my house.
4 of them haha then gamble again!
i was at a losing streak can.suay cards.
i almost went bankrupt!haha lost abt 30 bucks and lady luck decide to fall upon me!!
not very lucky but at least i still manage to win some money.

this ass hole just totally piss everyone off.
i cant imagine if he ever enters my family.ew wtf.
oh pls,cant you see you're treated more like a slave than a bf.
following your gf behind like some dog,an uncute dog summore.
being in a relationship doesn't mean you are in charge of her everything.
you're fucking possessive can.
okay fine.maybe you do really love her.
but sigh
which guy would make a za bor pay for his meal.
since you're the only guy there you should pay for the meal right!
yesterday also!when it comes to bill you just kept quiet.
are you a man!?
stop being such a pussy and bitch behind other ppl's back
worst thing still you made up your own story and try to spoil the relationship between my boy and my family.
asss.
how i wish my aunt will ditch you one day.
then you go be some cry baby and bark outside the house door!haha that happened to him before.
i know im mean but that pussy doesnt deserve my respect at all!
my mum agreed with me too okay!
c'mon be a man.be more gentleman.prove it to me you're not some pussycat doll.


baby just left.
time flies when im with him.

picked him up on fri.he was the first batch to book out!but then like that he has to book in early on tues ): 4pm.
hahaha he become tanner!and mummy said he looked skinnier.
and his hair grew too.

his dad took us home to put down stuff.
i finally get to see toby!
i'm sure he missed me too can!

after that we headed to amk for suki sushi buffet!
haha yummy grilled squids and mussels.i think its better than sakae buffet.
then we go buy our movie tic for night time.

dinner at chomp chomp!i finally solve my craving for bbq chicken wings.
rotted at amk hub before red cliff 2 starts.
eh.i think those ppl are like so smart and jian can,i mean the characters in the movie.

next day!his house,ps, then my house.

woke up and mummy cook lunch for us.
rotted.
then he left at 330pm.

just like that and 3 days are gone!wth damn fast.
we just did nth most of the time but chatting and eating in front of the tv.

so sian i had to go back malaysia for cny.
hope i can make it to send baby off on tues!

beh.gtg i love you baby!


HAPPY ONE YEAR DEAR!
haha.i dunno what to say,too happy for words.

he's booking out tmr!
again,im too happy for words.

so we've got our fri,sat,sun,next fri,sat and sunday all planned alrdy (:
time shall pass super slowly tmr!
i cant imagine i had survive 18 days w/out him.
it was almost like a mission impossible to me.

went back sn today!
i feel so old.
the uncle from drink stall rmb my name!he shouted "chuyan!" and i was darn shocked like why you rmb my name!
seth tan too!he said my name is very unique!seeeeee. (:
ms quek is super funny!
she asked me not to ride on the bike cause dangerous.
she asked me not to wear spag top when i teach my tuitees,esp the boys when they are only 7 and 11 years old!
she warned me not to get pregnant -.- totally lol can!

oh oh and mel mel is a relief teacher!shocked can!hvnt seen you for ages mel!
its the first time i see her in a dress!hahaha!

orange bowl and mr tan treated us to iced milo.nice of him right!i shouldnt have slept so much during his history and ss lessons!

towned.got ter's presents!

its a great day.except my cramps which was killing me freaking painful.

i cant wait for tmr!TOMORROW!hahahah i cant stop smiling!


i get to msg ter almost the whole day today!
oh man i miss those times.
like texting him abt everything during boring lectures and tutorials.
when we see each other in sch we'll smile to each other like hi-bye frds.
i'll meet him after school and head to amk hub/j8 for movies.
we study in amk library almost everyday during a level period.
BUT.i dont wish to go thru all these agn,esp the dreadful a's.
the thing im looking forward to is the future!

yayness.i bought loose powder,bag and bra today!
i love my bag!
it's a chanel look alike.haha yes look alike
i cant afford chanel but at least i can buy charles and keith.
i still need tops.
i'll shop agn on sat!and also help ter to get some tops too.

orange bowl tmr!! (:


anyway yin!
for your sake let me tell you abt the soft rebonding thingy.

hmm so i came across this webby http://hairaffairs.livejournal.com/.
oh my freaking goodness rebonding at 68 bucks only!free treatment summore.
its at serangoon north ave 4.
so i told i din want my hair to be flat.in the end haha it is still flat,but not as flat as last year if you guys happen to see it.
she advised me not to straighten my fringe for a more natural look lah but the stubborn me didnt.
i should have lah,it will definitely turn out better.
but tell me,where else can you get such great deal!
so if you want,can go to the webby and look for her no and call to book appt.
can go with your frds!but not so many lahh if not she cant handle.
cause normally she only do one at a time.
oh its not a salon but her house.more comfy!
got sofa and cable tv!she's nice to chat with too!
haha im like doing free ad for her (:

im so freaking excited now!! 2 more days! hahahahaha.
the thought of seeing him makes me smile.


today is definitely a much better day compared to yesterday.

woohoo its the freaking last lesson and i got my pay and sayonara!

headed to auntie's(my babysitter last time) house.
i cant stop thinking about the past.
afterall,i had stayed at the area for 12 years of my life.
yeahh i miss her food.i used to complain how awful it was.but you see i've grown this big and tall eating her food!
i was closer to her than to anyone else,as i stay at her house everyday except sats.
she knows me better than anyone else,including my parents.EVERYTHING.
although she has difficulty walking,she always ensures i've safely gone to school or board up the school bus.my school was freaking far btw.
i attended nursery when i was 2.and ya i was a super cry baby.so she sat side by side with me in classes everyday until i was 5.
i was such a bitch to have such bad tempered and would say hurtful stuff to her.
but she had never take them to heart.
my heart ached when she stood in front of me today.
i felt so guilty for not going to visit her for so long.
more white hair,skinnier,and her legs condition are getting worse.
i shall and will take some time out to visit her often.
she's going for operation next month.
she's going to be fine.

ALRIGHTS.no more emotional stuff.
i should be happy!
exactly one year ago,ter and i went out tgt for the first time.
yeah.
like haha how come im so smart huh,knowing he's the one for me then give him chance.LMAO.
prata house,icekimo and midnight movie!
yay yay yay.
i shall hurry sleep tonight and next morning it just another 2 more days! ((:
im freaking excited.

baby i want to listen to that song again!hahaha

oh man im going to soft rebond my hair tmr. i will pray hard that it will not be flat!if not i'll just kill myself.


got my first ang pow!



shopped at marina square.
got a dress and pretty pumps!
now i have 3 dresses 1 skirt and 1 top.
i desperately need more tops.
i feel like getting this dress from topshop but its darn ex ):

so the nice me treated mummy and uncle starbucks today.
dinner at jln sultan,seafood bak kut teh.
there was this drunk bangla,who almost broke out a fight with his fellow banglas and china men.
interesting.
and this china ah ma got drunk too.
she was dragged all the way to her car.
poor her i bet she will find lots of bruises on her when she gain consciousness.
serve her right for making herself so drunk when she's so old alrdy.ew

mum wonders how come we can talk so long everyday.
but still its not enough.
i still got tonnes to tell him.

1 2 3 4 high 5
now i want to go 5 4 3 2 low 1!


徐若瑄 - 好想你

还没忘了你
这么多天没见
可是我总想起你的声音在我耳边
今天心情好吗 是否不愉快
要一切都看得开 世界没有太坏
虽然不在你身边
我的心有一条线
恋着你 牵着你
好想你 想到愿意相信
我就闭上了眼睛 你在这里
别忘记 我们的约定
一直都在我心里
不管你在哪里
不要忘了我有多么爱你
不要忘了吃饭 不管有多忙
不要忘了开车时候一定要往前看
其实我真的很快乐
有你一直守侯
一直走到了以后都挽着你的手
虽然不在你身边 但我在你心里面
我愿意 等着你


woohoo.baby just called at 1.04pm!
like surprise!he's having a break till 3pm later.slack hor.
he's damn lucky lah.got into a slack company and platoon with nice ppl.

totally record breaking!
last night we talked for 40 mins and today 46mins!
haha (:

nice frd of his sold him an extra battery to put inside another nice frd's phone.
one even offered to help him pack his bag for the next day so ter can call me earlier!
im going to make frds with these ppl!

(: 6 more days!
and shopping laters!
hope i struck lottery either tonight or tmr!


damn i think there's sth wrong with my right eye.
it feels super uncomfortable when i wear my contacts.
it seems like its gonna drop out anytime and my vision is always blurred!
am i like going blind?

oh mummy saw joanna peh in the market this morning!
dumb her took a photo OF her instead of WITH her,i wonder what she's thinking.
they chatted summore can!

im super looking forward to tues and fri next week!
tues will be the last lesson with certain someone.PHEW.i feel so relieved.
if i gonna continue i may die of high blood pressure someday.
and baby is booking out on fri!oh man!i just cant wait!
just 8 more days!!

i've got a craving for swensens.

i need to get my hair soft rebonded soon.
most probably after cny cause i'll be rich after getting my pays and ang pows!
and and i like the hair texture+colour of this girl in my jazz class.
can i have her hair?

my baby cousin is super duper cute!
i cant upload pics of her now.next time ya!
her name is sylvia ter!
oh ya my mum's family surname is TER.
anyway,her eyes are huge man!
she doesnt need the acuvue define contact lens in the future at all cause her eyeball thingy super big and black!
but she's bald lah!
so poor thing!her hair looks like her middle-aged dad.
great!i'll have her to play with during cny!

i need to shop!
im so jealous my mum bought so much clothes.not fair.

writing a diary for dear is like an everyday thing now,
loving him is like a forever thing (:


baaaaa it feels so awful to reject such nice ppl ):

counting down to ten more days.

10 9 8 7 6 5 4 3 2 1 0

should be quite fast lah hor


fucked up phone.
damned


alrights weekends were spent shopping.
with jocelyn,kemin,myra,suwi on sat and mummy on sunday.
i love great deals!

bugis and town were like flooded with ppl,totally driving us crazy.
suwi and i ranted how different our lives are w/out our boys ard.
so so myra,better heed our advice and treasure times with your gong zi k!
i love torto for making my day that day.
supper at changi road.yummy mee sua!

i think my mum wants me to become some demure lady or sth by choosing so many and only dresses for me.hmmm
we ate at ding tai fung!
i want to eat xiao long bao again and drink the chicken soup.

and oh!have i mention that my room door is uber cool,it doesnt have a door knob now!
okay just one day it decided to shut itself w/out anyone in the room.
i like it like that now though.its so much easier to open and close the door now.

i have picked up a book to read too!
like the usual bimbo kind ya.
bus rides aint that boring anymore.

everything i see reminds me of my boy ):


my neck is aching damn badly now.i cant really turn to the sides you know!
okay actually the other parts of my body are aching too,what a loser.this shows how long i hvnt been exercising.
yay at this rate i shall have my abs in probably a year's time?haha.i THINK i can feel them alrdy.

so so i had been such an idiot to check my phone so regularly today hoping to rcv ter's msg which is like impossible.
BUT do we have telepathy or what?he did text me!!!like in the evening time which is totally unexpected!
i swear i was damn happy.
cause i was so moody the whole day and i wanted to bash any couples i saw today.okay i was merely joking at the later part.
and he called me when i was on the bus!oh man i almost broke down man but i'll never want to embarrass myself in the public so i suck my tears back!haha

i have two wishes now:
1) pls pls pls let his phone survive for another 14 days!the batt drop one bar alrdy and its only the 2nd day!
2) i can press the fast forward button and make tmr the 23rd.


argh the dreadful day is here.
sent him off to tekong.
seriously i think army would be fun if there's better food haha.
hmm the bus from pasir ris mrt sent us to the saf dunno what place which we took the boats to tekong.
had a tour around the school,bunks and all.
baaaa not in the mood for anything now,but im kinda excited about my dance trials later.
i guess all these would keep me occupied without him around ):

i saw eng ee loo!!after dunno how many zillion years.oh man its beeen so long man but yeah,she hasnt change abit haha only her hair very long now.
okay she said ter looks like a korean when i showed her his pic and commented ter's dad looks like jap!lmao

baby i'll wait for your call tonight ya!

cooking the curry chicken.looks pro hor (:

the end product. seriously its edible and quite nice also lah (:

but our rice became porridge.haha

i think my bf has a talent in cooking.he's always the one cooking for me.

caught 'transporter 3' and 'college' with him on the other two days.
alrights i shall end this post soon.

i will miss your hair baby! and also you!

i'm going to send him off tmr ): freak can 18 days pass more quickly.

hahaha yes.
i will wait (:

there's no other who can withstand my lousy temper.i bet they will just slap me and walk off.
no other who can eat up the food i cooked.its not that bad lah but ya i cant cook.
no other to listen to my rants in the middle of the night.
no other who can make me laugh like some mad woman.

it's just you (:


this he-bitch retained my ez link card.
thanks,there goes my student price movies and meals.

mps gathering at sakura!
variety of food is quite pathetic and i only like the grilled baby squid.
hahaha sorry meiyi for making you to eat that disgusting thing.
there were peixin,meiyi,zhengkang,linchen,chunhai,kianyong,ziqiao(who left early) and i.
baaaa since all of them live in the same place,i made them walk to the station with me (:

oh yeah,HAPPY BELATED PEIXIN!
hah hope you like the two sexy knickers ya!i seriously like that glittery dark blue one!
the queue at topshop was damn long,okay i think its the cashier who was super slow lah.

i need to shop!


HAPPY NEW YEAR!
yeah,countdown was spent again at pei's house with the yummi-licious steamboat!
though different company,there were still the same old laughters and saying/doing stupid lame things.

met dumbo at northpoint to get my books and lunched at nearby coffeeshop.okay so we stupidly forgot the books i and left after we ate.it was until i was on the bus on my way to sembawang when i go "freak where are the books?!"
SO we had to go all the way back again.wth,walked from chong pang to interchange k!
then we took the same bus again and we din know where to alight so we toured around sembawang and finally reached sun plaza,causing us to be one hour plus late.hah

saw tammy and nelson there!and oh man,they are like tgt!LMAO
bird lay eggs!

pei's super cute cousin,daryl is totally attracted to ter lah!
poor him cant eat peacefully as he had to entertain the kid hahaha.
all i can say is daryl prefers gor gors to jies jies.

oh and thanks for the christmas presents you guys passed to me!
pei,your letter is really damn CHIO i like hahaha.
eh wait for my v-day presents alright!haha

bedtime stories just now.eh okok lah,the guinea pig is cute.
gonna chiong more movies with dear before he goes in army!

damn,i would feel like a total loser if i were to quit and all.but i just hate it force myself to do things i dun like.fuck la.