yes,the war had ended!

omg i needa invite torto to my house real soon!
sorry guys ):
and thanks for those msgs and that call.haha!
at least i know i have frds who stand by me.

and baby!
been there when he's always needed.
tolerating my horrible mood swings and cheering me up
giving me assurance to settle down my insecurities.
i am a sucker for that!
idk why i like to think so much and imagination start gg wild and start to worry abt unnecessary stuff.
how ah.

hmms.
feeling so lazy to give tuition alrdy.
had been skipping two lessons.

and my neck is mad aching.
it got worse when stupid ter pressed it super damn it hard just now.
argh


treating her well is all that matters
the rest i dun care even if its not against me.


life wasnt easier/happier for us afterall
im really hating this
esp when i have to try so hard to fit in

sometimes i'd rather be abandoned and stay alone

i wish those stuff didnt happen 17 years ago.its my greatest wish
but why it did
and life sucks since then


whenever i type a while chunk of words down,somehow next thing i do is just delete all away.
haha i know this space is DEAD


i know i need to trust you but insecurities cant help but settling in me