so sian.
im supposed to have seen ter by now alrdy.
but now he's still stuck at tekong.
NEH MIND.
just a few more hours more.

met up with yanyu and meiyi!
hoho finally see jiang after months!
and yes some shocking updates.

lunched at shokudo.
we talked for almost 3h before we decided to go for a movie.
walked to marina square then to suntec and back to marina to catch SUSPECT X.
hahaha galileo show!i caught the drama on cable tv.
eh seriously its not a bad film.
the ending is like so unexpected!
and it somehow has lots of interesting physics and maths theory.
it gives ppl some illusion that we've grown smarter.yes,illusion.

kfc-ed.and homed.

hmmmm im so glad i've got a bf like him (:


lixiang-wow i din know you read my blog!



ter's surgery is fixed on the 19th mar.
doc wanted to schedule it next week initially but baby wanted to wait till my birthday first (:
but after his surgery he will officially be bai ka.no one to go out with me!
think i may even have to be his delivery girl or sth.

talked to char till 3am plus yesterday.
damn funny she told me she dreamt that both of us were pregnant.
i had a baby girl and hers is a baby boy.
hahahaha cool hor.
and we both were reading blogs of some young mummies.seriously those are girls of our age or even younger can!
but i think giving birth is darn scary.i will scared.

i had an interesting convo with dingting earlier.
gosh she's so fucking funny.

G14功德无量，万寿无疆！！！: chu yan..............
G14功德无量，万寿无疆！！！: = =
G14功德无量，万寿无疆！！！: how did you become so RP?
G14功德无量，万寿无疆！！！: sigh.....
chuyan 2/2=1: whats RP?
G14功德无量，万寿无疆！！！: RP 也就是人品
chuyan 2/2=1 : huh
chuyan 2/2=1 : dun understand
G14功德无量，万寿无疆！！！ : 也就是说让人Orz 无语的行为，动作，或者是反应

(i seriously had no idea what she's coming to then she continues)

G14功德无量，万寿无疆！！！ : 头像里面的那帅哥长得很不错嘛？
G14功德无量，万寿无疆！！！ : 乃男朋友？

( i pretend i din see that and go on asking her where she going since she told me she studying overseas)

G14功德无量，万寿无疆！！！: 不过，乃还没回答我的问题
G14功德无量，万寿无疆！！！: 头像上的那位是不是乃的男朋友？
chuyan 2/2=1 : yes
chuyan 2/2=1 : shi nai de bf
chuyan 2/2=1 : haha
G14功德无量，万寿无疆！！！: 噗
G14功德无量，万寿无疆！！！: 佩服
G14功德无量，万寿无疆！！！: 我 Orz的 佩服你
G14功德无量，万寿无疆！！！: 这么高质量的男生啊
G14功德无量，万寿无疆！！！: 乃真厉害
G14功德无量，万寿无疆！！！: 唉。。。
G14功德无量，万寿无疆！！！: 为啥我学校的男生就那么的伪劣产品呢？

and she continues nai-ing.
anyway i still dunno whats the meaning of Orz.
and her chinese damn chim i couldnt understand what she was trying to say at the later part of convo.
haha


my horoscope book said my weekends last week are gonna be my lucky days.and yeah they indeed are! (:

so this week suppose to be many ppl's confinement week.like making mistakes during field camp,gun got stolen etc, they sure can find reasons to make you stay.oh and also guard duty.
but baby is lucky to escape all these.
eh no,he's got rt.so he can only book out at 10pm.
so late right.so i was thinking go fetch him abit lame lah.
but at around 715pm,i rcv his call say he can book out alrdy!!
so i still went to fetch him in the end.
had dinner with his parents for fish steamboat though i alrdy had.
so i was like super bloated.
went his house slack a while then cabbed home.

next day we met super early! cause he had an appt at sgh at 9am.
and yeah we were late but the doctor even later.
neh mind he dua pai haha actually he got surgery before that.
anyway main point is kohteckwei has a torn ligament!

the doc damn pro lah he just anyhow push and jerk PIA!
so he 'pushed' ter's bone out at his knee and shook his head and walked back to his seat.
damn funny you should look at ter's face man!he looked so helpless.
the doc forgot to 'push' his bone back lah.
the doc was damn shocked that he managed to survive 5 weeks of bmt and a broken ligament for almost 1 plus year.
he was really lucky that nth happened to him or he will be in the a&e seeing ter alrdy according to doc.

ter went to polyclinic and xray his knee.the doc say he was fine.
he went to the MO in tekong he say he's perfectly alright?
MAYBE just have a loose ligament.
okay now its confirmed by a specialist that it's a torn ligament.
hello not loose okay,already torn.piak.

so ter has to go for surgery now.
and confirmed got to down pes.
so he's going to be damn slack now,doing admin work most probably.
and he's got a 2day MC,sunday and monday.
which means he only got to book in on tues morning.
he needs to go for MRI (magnetic resonance inspection) on monday and bring his mum along to talk to the doc.

okay im just glad ter went to see the specialist.
at least we really know what's exactly happening to his knee ya.
makes me doubt professionalism of some certain docs you know.
so ppl see a specialist to be safe.

okay i shall end the knee thingy.
just hope he can hurry go operation and have it properly treated.
its a common sports injury so surgery should be safe lah hor.

after the appt we went yumcha at chinatown for breakfast!
pinkpanther2 at the cathay after that.
then to his house.
brought toby for a walk!hahaha toby made 2 frds (:
dogs communicate by licking each other.
played mastermind!im kinda smart afterall!
then dinner with his parents again and they sent me home.

hohoh.
slumdog millionaire on sunday!
haha and prata too at prata house!
we are going the bollywood style~

so many sergeants called to ask what happened to him when he alrdy reported to one alrdy.
market failure can.
cant they ask one another.

so this long weekend is enough to compensate for that mere 10h last week. ((:


im losing control.
im not myself.
im sorry.


i'v been snacking too much!
now im gaining weight and having pimple breakout.
i need to run!
so need and want and will go and run are totally diff issues
oh!i dun mind receiving a threadmill for birthday gift!
then i confirm will run everyday!

wemt cdc for enrolment and the earliest day to take btt is like one plus month away!
so sians.wanted to get done with it quickly since i confirm can get a car if i got my license!oh man driving around with my car is totally rocking my life.
no more stupid bus rides.

and baby is in the jungle agn for 2 days!
its okay cause im seeing him real soon on fri! (:

happy birthday dad.
though you dun rmb mine every year,i still do.


please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please
i hope ter wont kana guard duty.

sunshine in the day,
brightest star at night (:


and the very first thing i got from ter on vday was "i tio confinement"
oh goodness i swear i was just STUNNED.
but heng he still can book out on sat but but but he had to book in the next day at 730am!
walao damn wasted can cause he's suppose to be able to book in at 845pm.
okay lah,looking at the bright side,at least we can spend our vday tgt.

oh oh oh.ter lost 5kg!
cause he refused to eat the rations!
and he was sick can poor thing lah!
ya so 5kg really quite alot of diff leh,i wish im 5kg lighter too!

had steamboat.
dropped by to see my dear girls!
the curious case of benjamin buttons.
brad pitt is darn handsome!

short but unforgettable night (:
we shall have 78 more vdays tgt.
i love you X millions and zillions!

im contented with just hearing you voice and seeing your msgs.


oh wth!
i totally overslept today!
my tuition suppose to be at 9am but i freaking woke up at 945am!
i felt so guilty can!
sians i thoughti set my alarm alrdy but in fact i din!
and i was happily dreaming abt eating dingtaifung.
-.-


i wish i can skip this phase of life.
yes,life after a's were great. joy,relieved, everything.
but i guess,its not really fantastic after all.
i think im having regrets now.
i fear disappointments.
expectations that i cannot meet.
too much to handle.
so many 'what ifs' in my mind now
so how do i deal with them.shut my brain and go to sleep.

ironically,burdens are heavier now.

whatever.
im still learning to be more self independent.
im old enough.
old enough to share the burdens,
to identify who's the angel and who's the devil.
but i still don't know whether to hate or be grateful.

hoho 3 more days to vday,which means 3 more days to seeing dear!
i still hvnt thought of what to make/buy.
hahaha thats not impt to you right dear!
okay im trying to console myself cause i may not be able to finish making gift on time.

some lift upgrading projects going on.
im fucking lack of sleep cause of the stupid noise pollutions.
hurry get done with it man.
i wish i can move to somewhere else.
i hate this place.


no morning msgs.
no long talks at night.

baby is sick and he's out at field camp.
im worrying.
nth shall happen pls.
oh dear,pls get well quick.

tonight's moon is round and fat.
can you see it?

be strong girl
yes i will,just for you.


woohoo.
went pasir ris to fetch baby out from camp!
haha i saw some botak boys that i know!
heard some stuff abt field camp and there's only one word DIRTY!
so ter will be like some dirty thing next week.
they only have two uniforms to change from!one in the day and the other one at night to sleep.
so the dirty one in the day will be freaking gross ew.

so we went for macs breakfast in the morning at northpoint!
i've never taken a bus for so long to yishun cos i keep cabbing there!
bus journey back and forth.wow im so proud of myself.
came back home bacause he has to go discovery centre.sians must be some boring shits.

okay hopefully this week we dun spend so much on cabs.
because last week,both of us spent a total of abt 90 bucks just cabbing here and there.
we will be some rich ass if we take bus instead lor.

oh speaking of that.sian shit i din win my 10 million last night.
quite disappointing ya cos i really go think how i want to spend the money.
okay i promise ter i would give him 1 million.
then i will like take another 1/2 million to buy a house.
take 2 million to give my family like mummy ah ma uncles and aunties.
use another 1/2 million to treat ALL my frds to some ex deliciously good food.
oh another 1 million to invest also.then more money will come in (:
the rest of 5 million wahahhaa will go into my bank!!
how i wish man.

neh mind.tonight still got 4d.
i got 4000 bucks also shuang.

yayness date with ter later!haha (:
but he's still at discovery centre.


oh yeah.i've never felt so good before!

we want to eat jumbo grapes.


i've got a new hobby!
collecting hello kitty stamps from 7-11 then i can redeem my hello kitty figuring!
haha baby contributed 2 stamps to me i have 7 now!
3 more to go (:
so nice ppl there can also donate your stamps to me if you dun want it!

oh,my dear joce and ser finally pass their btt!
you din disappoint me at last jocelyn wong hahaa.

went hougang mall just now and got this chio top from cotton on!
oh ya its newly open and i can conveniently shop there now.
bought revlon foundation and lip gloss as well.
and i think the dessert in the food court sucks.

damn.there's this thingy growing on my lips again which is so fugly!
painful and fugly!
i dun want to go out anymore.

yay good news!no night training for baby on fri so he can book out early!
but sat he got some talk at the discovery centre which is smack right in the middle of the day,ruin plans can.
then sunday he gotta book in early.
and i cant freaking hell contact him for the next 5 days cause he's having field camp ):
im totally dreading it.

chaisuwi!your fever okay alrdy not.you missed out that k session that day and we cant sing all the canto songs!hahaha how's jiahao doing inside?

char-they only start locking their lockers yesterday like whats the point right!haha no more valuables to steal also.you better ask hb to be careful of his stuff!

baa.so sleepy


what the bong!
ter's psp got stolen in his camp!
this is absurb lah how can this be happening.
i was super pissed off can.
initially i heard from him alot of ppl lost their money.
and now his psp and someone's else brand new ipod touch kana stolen.
fuck that thief can he's a total loser.
he shall get his retribution one day.
like being thrown in the jail or stuck at tekong for the rest of his life or sth.
so he can spend his 400 bucks in tekong buying canteen food or their e mart and listen the ipod he stolen and play psp to kill time.

okay.
and i think ter is super suay cause besides that his phone got confiscated.
wth?
next time he book out i shall prepare the pot of fire thingy for him to cross over alrdy.
heng ah he got extra sim card and his frd lent him an extra phone.

and seriously army makes people physically fitter but mentally stupid-er.

i see some hope in my bank acct again.
its no longer 2digit haha.
im so happy with my ang pow money!
and its pay day tmr!

im missing many of my frds,yes you you you!

i cant wait for fri!