tell me, what shud i do?
ive never felt so hurt, break down that sudden
at that moment, everything just fell apart.
i saw how you reacted
just makes everything worse
i dont know
i dont know how you feel, i dont even know mine

after my birthday told myself, its time to grow up
forget everything about the past and move on
i thought ive handled the changes in my life pretty well
till i met this
since dunno when, many problems just surfaced
more quarrels,more unpleasant days, more tears
uve changed.
you just din realise
i want to be more sensible and tell myself yes you need more personal space.
but what about placing each other as priorities?
i started comparing
you said i was being unreasonable
i started to get jealous
you said i think too much
okay MAYBE its all me
stuck in my own world of just me and you
i always hated myself after all these shits
tell myself no more no more
but its really really tough

independent.
yes i need to be independent
i must force myself to change and stop being so emotional.
its tough,but i will try.
its hard to relate this to other ppl to cause no you wont exactly knw wht im feeling
im surprised to see myself being so extreme too
i just need some time
make myself stronger,tougher,more independent
YES
thts the way


should not expect too much, that would make me less miserable